20-07-21 17:52 PM (CEST). I am in celibacy. What’s that for a headline … I guess you get a little curious now … I just think I need to be extra close to God. I have been married before and had a few boyfriends. I have someone that I care about now. I have friends too. People and family are important. It’s important to stay strong for yourself and your close ones. To stay strong even when there is fire around you. I am in that kind of period of my life right now. There’s fire around. I need to stay focused on what’s really important.
I have started watching a serie called Warrior Nun at Netflix. She is nothing like me from what I see right now. I am another kind of Warrior Nun. I believe there’s a war between good and evil going on in this world – as I call hell. There is so much suffering going on everywhere. Children are starving and there is war and COVID-19. I think we are in the last time. I believe Jesus will come back. Humans will be rescued. That’s what I believe. We all have right to our beliefs.
I have decided celibacy is my way to go for now. My decision. We live in time of trials. I want to stay focused. To keep the fire around me calm. I pray everyday with the cross sign. I am not catholic, but it feels good to do it. I am trying to stop myself from cursing too. Just trying. In the end it’s not our acts that matter though, I believe. It’s where we have our hearts. I have so much love in my heart. I love a lot. It’s easy to love. I love you too, dear. I wish you all the best. I wish you also can feel love here in hell.
Love to you my followers. Peace ✌️.