21-08-02 15:14 PM (CEST). Today I dressed myself in white and blue. I’m half Finish so naturally I love ❤️ Finland. It’s a little difficult for me when Sweden and Finland meet I hockey 😅. Sweden comes first. Sorry Finland … 😅😅❤️. I should get some yellow shoes to wear with that dress sometimes too 🇸🇪🙂🇸🇪.
Later today hopefully my writer friend comes over. I have written about sixty pages in a sci-fi novel about the future and we’re thinking about writing it together. That would be a dream for me and really amazing, so I hope and pray it will happen. It’s possible my friend will make music 🎶 out of some of my lyrics too. As you hear we have a lot to discuss.
What are you up to my dear follower? Write me an email and let me know 🙂❤️.
I saw I had a visitor on the blog from Iraq 🇮🇶 the other day. Isn’t it amazing that someone so far away is here on my blog 🙂? I sure think so. My top followers are still from Sweden 🇸🇪, USA 🇺🇸 and China 🇨🇳. You are all so welcome wherever you are from ❤️.
Have a wonderful day now sweet followers. Peace ✌️❤️.
21-07-29 18:30 PM (CEST). I wrote a lyrics today and my dear friend Paera is already about to create blues out of it. Oh, yeah 😍. Love this. This one is going to be one of my favorites ❤️.
So what are you up to today? Here in Sweden where I’m at it’s a thunderstorm ⛈ right now. Love it. Tonight my team Hammarby 🇳🇬🇳🇬🇳🇬 is playing soccer against the Slovenian team Maribor. We’re gonna win 🏆. Looking forward to it ⚽️.
Have a wonderful eavning now. I sure will. Peace ✌️.
21-07-27 00:05 PM (CEST). Hi you guys!! I’m back 😃. I have finally upgraded my website so I can blog again. What has happened since last? A lot I guess. Me and my friend Paera released “Nitroglycerin”. I wrote the Swedish lyrics and Paera made music 🎶 out of it. It’s a song about a guy / girl who likes living on the edge. That can maybe be fun, but you also have to be careful so you don’t get burned. We have another song 🎶 coming up too. That one is maybe country and it is in English. Exciting 😀❤️.
I have also started to write a new sci-fi novel about aliens 😃. I’m also going to start a cooperation with another friend about another sci-fi novel that takes place in the future. I’m so excited 😃❤️.
I have suffered from a long writers block too, so I haven’t been writing all the time. Writing for me is healing ❤️🩹, so I hope that block is over now.
I hope you enjoy “Nitroglycerin” 🎶 now and you’ll hopefully see me here soon again! Peace to you my followers. Peace ✌️.
21-06-01 00:13 AM (CEST). I’m so happy that it’s the first of June and summer is here. I have been swimming in a lake the last three days and will do it today again. It is cold 🥶, but refreshing.
I’m not writing so much at the moment. I don’t know why. Maybe because I have been suffering from a lot of stress and pressure lately. It will get better though. It must. I have sent one lyrics to my friend Paera though. Hopefully he will make rock out of it when he has the time. It’s in Swedish this time. I’m also waiting for my friend Love to make two metal songs out of lyrics that I wrote in 2019. One of them is in Swedish and the other one English. I’m really proud of those lyrics and we have part of the instrumental sound finished.
At the moment I’m listening to ZZ Top and gonna fix myself some coffee ☕️. I will also go out for a coffee later on with a girl.
I wish you all the best for the summer. Peace my followers. Peace ✌️.
I pray for our economies. I ask for a breakthrough financially for all of us reading this. I pray that the windows of heaven will open over us and miracles in the form of financial abundance will come over our lives.
I also pray for those of us who are stuck in some form of addiction. It can be about drugs, tobacco, alcohol, sex or gambling for example. I pray for complete liberation and healing and I also pray for relatives.
I also pray for you who have suffered from illness or injury. I ask for completely healing. Whether it’s corona or something else. I also pray for worried relatives.
21-04-08 19:38 PM (CEST). I don’t know why, but recently I have started to write country lyrics with tones. I don’t listen to country music a lot, but the lyrics just come to me. This song is called Sunset Wolf and I wrote it this morning. I hope you like it and contact me if you would like to record it 🙂🎶.
I have also started to write another lyrics tonight, but that’s not country at all.
Take good care now sweet followers. Peace to you ✌️.
21-04-06 17:42 PM (CEST). Today I’m just so thankful for the Swedish Security Police who stopped a terror attack that was planned in Stockholm this Easter. I love cops because they are important and they helped me a lot when I lived in a violent and threatening relationship. They were always so kind to me and respected me. I always pray for the police force. It’s my mission. This week I will pray a little extra ❤️.
Peace to you my followers ✌️. Have a wonderful eavning.
21-03-31 19:02 PM (CEST). I’m relaxing tonight. Life is under control. Work is going good and life feels great. I fixed my nails, eye lashes and a tongue piercing recently. I got spring feelings. Then suddenly a sad song comes on my Spotify and I just “Oh, no…”. I manage through it and still feel happy 🙂. Thank God.
I believe it’s my time in life now. It’s my time to shine and good things are going to happen. I wish the same for you dear followers ❤️.
I have finished a new lyrics and sent it to my friend Paera. I hope he will make a song out of it 🙂🎶. It’s in Swedish this time.
Well, Easter is coming up 🙂. I love Eastern and I’m going to eat candy and pray to God.
21-03-39 18:30 PM (CEST). I sing a little from the song Lyckokastanj on this vlog. You will find it here under Media Files.
I’m writing on a lyrics that’s gonna be punk. I hope it’s gonna be good. I don’t write a lot of punk lyrics, but I have another one as well. Maybe you know a band who wants it? Please, let me know. I have also been writing on some country tones lately 🙂.
Take good care now guys. Soon it’s Eastern 💛. Peace ✌️.
21-03-24 23:07 PM (CEST). Things are changing in life. I’m actually going on a date soon. I haven’t done that for a very, very long time. Anticipation. I’m happy right now. That feels so good.
I’m writing on a new song together with my friend Paera. He has already made the music and some of the lyrics and I just love it. I really hope he wants my text suggestions. We will see about that tomorrow 🙂.
21-03-20 10:25 PM (CEST). I sing from the song “Schackmatt” here on this vlog. Don’t forget to check out more songs under Media Files here on the web.
Sometimes it can feel like life is black and white. Today I’m coloring my life with all the colors from the rainbow. I’m in a happy mood and feel creative 🙂. I’m writing on a new lyrics that is called “Push”. I hope my friend Paera will put some tones to it later on.
I’m very clear right now that I am single and want to stay single. I hope people can respect my decision. It’s very stressful when someone is pushing about something that you don’t want. Friends are good, but I don’t want to meet anyone. I left a relationship quite a long time ago and I’m not over that person yet. He is the love of my life and that can’t just be deleted. He has moved on though and I wish him all the best.
21-03-16 12:21 PM (CEST). It’s a beautiful day in Sweden today. The sun is shining outside my window and in my mind. I’m a little tired. I only slept four hours tonight, but I have myself to blame for that. I stayed up and did a TikTok live and after that I spoke to someone who is new in my life. We share the same interest in soccer ⚽️ and the best team Hammarby 💚🤍.
So what’s up with you guys? Please, send me an e-mail and let me know how you are doing. Always nice to connect with my followers 🙂❤️.
21-03-09 16:16 PM (CEST). Hi you guys. Don’t forget to listen to Confusion here under Media Files. Hope you like it ❤️🎶.
I got a rejection from a publisher today about my children / youth book 😭. They can help me with self-publishing though, but that costs money … Maybe you would like to sponsor? Please!!! I would be so happy 😀🙏.
Please, send me an e-mail in that case … 🙂. firstname.lastname@example.org.
21-03-07 18:47 PM (CEST). Here is a new song 🎶 from me and my friend Paera. Hope you’ll like it. It’s a little dark … Don’t forget to check our other songs under Media Files. Have a wonder eavning guys! Peace ✌️.
21-03-05 18:39 PM (CEST). Tonight I’m finally gonna do some writing again. I haven’t done it in a while, so it’s time. I’m still waiting for a few songs to be produced too. Coming up …. 🎶. What are you doing tonight? Send me an e-mail 🙂❤️.
21-02-18 20:48 PM (CEST). What is paradise on Earth for you? Spending time with family and friends? Getting your salary? Vacation? Life is just a journey. Real paradise we will achieve in heaven I believe. Until then, let’s make the most out of it. Let’s be good to each other and have fun 🙂.
21-02-06 08:36 AM (CEST). I’m waiting for the day the Lord comes back. I pray that it will be soon. Signs of the times show that it can happen any day now. Any moment. I pray that Jesus will come back and rescue his people. There are so much evil in the world. People are suffering. Children are hurt. I think it’s time now. That will not only be my weekly prayer. It will be my every day prayer. Please, pray with me if you want to.
This tones came to me this morning.
🎶❤️🎶 Kärleken ger mäktig refräng. När han kommer tillbaka från himmelen. Han räddar sitt folk från ondska och våld. Jesus konung är igen.
21-01-25 16:50 PM (CEST). I have been starting to use and sell some great skin products 😃💖. A great opportunity. Maybe you are interested too 🙂. Send me an e-mail: email@example.com
How are you doing guys? What are your goals for this week? My goals are to find five people that are interested in these wonderful products. To write one lyrics 🎶 and to continue with one of my books 🙂. I have happy feelings inside of me. I hope they will continue.
21-01-22 12:37 PM (CEST). A new friend asked me to write a poem to her for her husband. It’s not easy when you don’t know the people. Finally it became a song. It’s in Swedish. My friend Paera gave the tones to it, sings and plays the guitar. I hope they will like it. I hope you will like it too!
Do you have a soulmate? Do you even believe in soulmates? I think it’s an interesting thought that there could be one person just for you in this world 🌎. Maybe I will find mine one day…
Take care sweet followers. I wish you the best for the weekend. ✌️.
21-01-18 17:06 PM (CEST). I love watching soccer games. To have a beer with a friend and feel the adrenaline when my team score golas … Just wonderful …My team is Hammarby, Bajen. I love my team. 2021 will be the year for Hammarby 🇳🇬🇳🇬🇳🇬. Definitely. I couldn’t help but to write a new lyrics for them and got some tones for it too 🎶. I hope you like it 💚. Maybe you are the one that should record it? Write me an e-mail in that case 🙂.
21-01-13 23:45 PM (CEST). I am a Christian and live in Sweden. How dare I!? I should be ashamed. I should not say it openly. I should shut up.
I have been persecuted for my faith in Sweden. Well, that’s actually true. Not that I risked my life, but still my health. For example, I was bullied and mocked at a previous workplace for my faith by some people. War in the world was my fault. Yep, that was the end of a discussion there once.
I who am a Christian should be perfect. It has also been said to me. I’m far from perfect. I smoke a cigarette, sometimes swear and I hope I do not live in celibacy for the rest of my life.
I have something that not everyone else has though. I have life from the Father. The love of Jesus. I have the presence of the Holy Spirit in my life.
Is it worth it? Yes it is. I’m proud of my faith. I am proud and the love I get nothing can measure up to.
21-01-12 12:01 PM (CEST). I have been writing some lyrics and are waiting for my friend Paera to do something with them. I have also been writing some poems. Don’t forget to check them out here on the web under poetry. Please, let me know if you need help with translation. ✌️. Here’s my latest poem:
Witch vs Angel
Witchcraft. You become enchanted. She is strong in her power. She catches you with erotica. After a while, however, your mind gets tired. Mystery becomes boredom. There’s only a simple witch left, who has you stuck in her claws. Her power may be great, but her appeal will be far, far away.
Angelic power. You will be captivated. She is strong in her power. She is surrounded by a blue light. Her eyes twinkle when she looks at you. She catches you with erotica, but there are also emotions. She serves you. She cares for you. She protects your heart. She answers your innermost dreams. Days go by. Will be weeks. Will be years. You just want more of her.
21-01-05 15:40 PM (CEST). Hi, you guys! Yeii, holiday tomorrow!! It feels a little like Friday today and I’m in the party mood 🥂. Feeling happy and blessed. I will not party at all tonight, but I’m gonna play some music and dance in the living room. I see it as exercise and I need it. My neck and head are hurting, because I stressed like hell at work today. Not good. I’m not supposed to do that, but dancing will do the work. I’m planning to stay up quite long tonight and do some cleaning and writing. On Friday I will have one of my really good friends over for a glass or two (not more for me). We sometimes have “music eavnings” and now it’s definitely time again. Then we listen to a lot of good music, comment it and show each other what new good music we have found. That’s a lot of fun. 😀🎶.
I have started writing on a new song called ‘Rockstar’. I got some tones for it too; watch the video when I’m trying my best to sing it. Don’t ask what I’m doing with my hair in the video though … 🤣🤣. Anyway. I need people to do the music and a girl/ woman that sing. Maybe that’s you or you know someone? Please, let me know 🙂. firstname.lastname@example.org
Here is part of the lyrics:
Lyrics and Melody: AnniNaomi
VERSE 1: You look so hot. You look so fine. Your body makes me weak. You write to me and I respond. That makes my day all happy.
If I’ll meet you I wanna touch. I wanna play with you. I’ll look my best to be a catch. I’ll even dance for you.
CHORUS:// You’re a rockstar and me I am an ordinary girl. You are attractive and for me the most coolest in the world.
VERSE 2: (A secret for now).
OUTRO: You seem fun and are kind to me. If you’ll keep writing you will see that my personality is good and sweet. I am actually the best girl you will ever meet.
21-01-03 19:12 PM (CEST). I have moved on. I will go into 2021 totally as single and with hopes for the future. It feels good to finally be able to let go of the past and move forward. Tomorrow is here, the moment is the future. I will challenge myself a lot this year and leave my comfort zone every day. I will workout a lot to get more energy. I have promised myself at least 30 minutes walk every day for 365 days. It started so good. I have been exercising with good music on and been out walking every day so far on the new year. I will have a lot of fun. I will not ponder over things and I will not let myself feel small. I will relax a lot too. Relaxing is good for the health I think.
I would like to do some really challenging things this year. I have done things before. Snorkeling in Hawaii and Australia, river rafting in Australia, climbed up to Norway’s highest mountain Galdopiggen (2469 meters over sea), flying in a helicopter, done ‘En Svensk Klassiker’ and ran ‘Tjurruset’ for example. This year I can’t do things that cost a lot. We will see what I come up to. Let me know if you have ideas 🙂. Peace to you guys! Remember to have fun ✌️.
20-12-31 16:59 PM (CEST). Today I started the new year 2021 with swimming in a little lake. It was cold, but nice at the same time. I will try to do a challenge every month for now on. I have an idea for next month, but it takes a lot of work, so we’ll see if I manage it already til February. It feels good to challenge yourself to different things. Today I had a little feeling of adrenaline and felt happy and excited afterwards. Got a lot of things done afterwards. Now I’m just relaxing. Feeling kind of happy. Isn’t that good. I hope and pray that you feel good today too. Maybe you have a hangover and struggling with headache. In Sweden today is the day when most people buy pizza. I didn’t, but I understand why. I guess I have had hangovers on New Years Day too before. At the moment I drink very seldom. I had a couple of glasses of whine around Christmas and before that it was in the summer. I love the taste of whine and champagne and a beer once in a while, but it feels good to drink little and not get tipsy or drunk. That’s up to each and every one. It’s just sad when it becomes an addiction. So, if you are addicted to alcohol I pray now that you will find your way out. In Jesus name. Amen.
20-12-25 21:52 PM (CEST). Today I ate ribs with potato gratin. It was delicious and I still feel full. I have been out walking totally two hours also. That was wonderful, but a little chilly.
I have been writing a new lyrics today and sent it to my friend Paera. I hope he will do something with it. It’s a song about love and hope. Always a subject I guess. I have started with some other lyrics too. It feel great to have inspiration. It motivates me. I am quite happy at the moment, even if life sometimes is really hard. You have to stick with the happy feelings as long as it’s possible though. Still I believe it’s good to cry once in a while too. Tears can heal wounds. At least I believe it’s better to get things out of your system instead of keeping it inside.
I hope and pray you are all feeling good. And if you cry I hope it follows with better moments. Take care now my sweet followers. God bless you. Peace ✌️.
20-12-24 19:41 PM (CEST). I’m so full now. I ate a lot of Christmas food. In Sweden we eat for example herring (I don’t though), ham, meet balls and small sausages (we call them prince sausages). I have been drinking a couple of glasses of wine too 🍷. First ones since summer. I got a new vacuum cleaner for present. I needed it.
It’s been cold today, no snow but the sun was shining. Beautiful ☀️.
I’m so proud of me and my friend Paeras new song Magic Mystery. Don’t forget to listen to it under Media Files.
Blessings to you my dear followers. I hope you had a good day. Peace ✌️.
20-12-22 20:41 PM (CEST). Life can be really complicated. I am in love with someone, but his not mine. It crushes my heart every day. It messes with my mind. I will never have another man. If I don’t have him again I won’t have anyone. I know that for sure this time. For me love strikes like this only one time in life. He is the love of my life. I have never loved another man. I have tried to find love elsewhere, but not succeeded. I have tried to find happiness elsewhere, but not succeeded. It is not so fun to live your life alone, but I’ll manage. I pray for him every day. I pray that we will be together again, but I also pray for his health, wellbeing and life.
Do you have someone in your life like this and can relate to it? I’d like to pray for you too. Please, send me an e-mail in that case.
20-11-26 12:31 PM (CEST). It sometimes feels like this world we live in now is hell. People are suffering. Children are suffering. Life can be really cruel. Let’s stand together and fight evil. Let’s join The Army of God and be the warriors we were meant to be. God has a plan for all of us. Even if your life seems hopeless right now, new time will come.
My weekly prayer is that you put on the armor of God and rise from were you are now. You are a winner. You are strong and brave. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.
20-11-19 09:47 AM (CEST). I am an adventures woman. At least I think I used to be and I still got it in me in some way. The highest mountain I ever walked up to was Galdopiggen in Norway, 2469 meters over sea in 2008, I think it was. It was beautiful with the glaciers and the snow even though it was summer. Unfortunately we didn’t have a great view on the top, because it was misty. It was great anyway and took all the day. I was a little scared at a few points, but it was a good fright. I love the rush of adrenaline.
I’m writing on a new lyrics that are about moving the mountains. Do you have problems that seems big as mountains? I sure do. I struggle with them, but I handle them as good as I can. Life is not always easy and can seem really unfair sometimes. For me it is moving away from everything that I had, just because I wasn’t secure at home. I miss my home deeply, friends and people and I am not used to my new situation and living yet. It takes time. It takes time to get new friends and loneliness often strikes my heart. I am happy that there is a digital world we live in though. I can keep in contact with some friends, get to know new people and also do my blogging. I love to express myself in the written word.
My weekly prayer today is that you will find faith, courage and opportunities to move your mountains. In Jesus name I pray. I don’t know how I can move my mountains yet, but I hope and pray that there will be solutions.
Stay safe and peace to all of you my followers. Peace ✌️.
PS: This picture below is me sitting on top of Simonsberget, 89 meters. The mountain was just close to where I used to live before.
20-10-30 09:38 AM (CEST). I’m still in a writers flow. Life is good to me right now. I feel happy and blessed. I have been writing a children / youth book a while ago. It’s a fantasy story. I hope to get it published 🙏.
20-10-26 08:01 AM (CEST). Be yourself in a world that put strange norms about how we should be. I used to follow the flow quite a lot when I was younger. Now I go against it if that’s what I want. I don’t care so much what others think anymore. That’s such a feeling of relief.
Dear Jesus. I pray for my dear followers today. I pray that they will feel free and accept and love who they really are. I pray that they will stand strong on Earth and don’t care so much about what others think. I pray for those who are being harassed for who they are. I pray for good days and happiness in all my followers lives. In Jesus holy name. Amen.
Here A Touch of Heaven again. Thought it maybe would mean something especially to one of you today.
20-10-22 15:11 PM (CEST). The next song by me and my friend Paera is going to be something different. Paera will sing and play the electric guitar. The lyrics I wrote is inspired by a dream I had a couple of years ago. In my dream I saw the The Devil himself. He was dressed in an armor with horns like a ram and I could only see his eyes. He looked at me and wanted me to join his army. He wanted me to be his soldier.
I turned down his offer, but I never forgot that dream. It was very strong, like as if it happened for real. Now I made lyrics out of it. Sometimes when life crushes you really hard it feels like that the only thing left of you is a pool of blood on the ground. I have felt that feeling. Someone told me that in some armies they start with crushing you down totally to the ground, so that they afterwards can build you up – stronger than ever. That’s what happening to me now. I’m rising from the pool of blood on the ground. I feel strong; physically, mentally and spiritually. I wanna be in The Army. But not The Army of Evil. I want to join The Army of the Lion.
I hope you look forward to the new song. Have a great day now. Peace to you my followers. Peace ✌️.
20-10-21 10:26 AM (CEST). In my dream tonight I had a strong feeling of a pressure on my throat. It’s a PTSD nightmare. I’m a little surprised that it still comes to me after years. I used to live with a guy that was violent to me in periods. I have been to counseling and it has helped me a lot. Still I sometimes get the nightmares. It’s like the feelings of helplessness that I felt is coming back. That feelings are really disturbing me.
Today I have a different feeling inside of me though. I feel heavenly peace. I feel happiness and excitement. Good things are happening in my life and it brings both peace and happy excitement. Wow! Still it’s always a bit nervous. Will the happy feelings remain? Life can sometimes be a roller coaster …
I wish you my followers will feel happiness in your lives too. I hope you will feel hope in your heart and good things about the future. Lets stand together for a good future.
20-10-20 14:10 PM (CEST). I’m so happy in body, soul and spirit right now. Life is good and my friend and I are making music. Don’t forget to listen to The Gate of Burning Pearls under Media files. Take care my sweet followers. Peace ✌️.
Hon blickade alltid över axeln när hon gick på stan. Hon scannade av omgivningen. Vart hon än gick. Hon valde alltid en strategisk plats på caféer och restauranger. Mån om att alltid ha ryggen fri. Utifall han kom in. Utifall.
Han spred rykten om henne. Att hon gick med livvakter på stan. Hon undrade vad han menade. Hade han sett henne på stan? Hon rös vid tanken. Hon hade inga livvakter. Inte vad hon visste iallafall.
Kanske hade han sett henne med änglar. Kanske var änglar hennes livvakter. Änglar i mänsklig skepnad.
Tacksamhet formar hennes tankar vid insikten om himmelskt beskydd.
20-10-09 11:48 PM (CEST). It’s says in the Bible that we should pray for our enemies. Do you have enemies? I have at least one. It’s not so easy to pray for those we don’t like, but today I want to pray for the situations. I pray that people that are being bad to us will let go and leave us alone or change. I pray that we will be free and not fear them anymore. I pray that we will not become the same.
I pray that people will treat us at least with respect. We don’t have to love everyone, but we can at least respect each other. I pray for respect.
20-10-06 14:34 PM (CEST). Lets listen to this new song 🎵 by me and my friend Paera! I have written the lyrics and Paera gave the beautiful music to it. It’s a love story about Vikings this time. I hope you will like it.
You can listen to our other songs here under Media Files.
20-10-06 09:37 AM (CEST). I have written a lyrics about Vikings this time. My friend Paera is about to put some beautiful tones to it and it really gives me the shivers. It’s a love story from a different time. This one is going to be really good. I’m so thankful to my friend.
Vikings are part of our history and a lot of us has Viking blood in our veins. It was a time when Swedish people were strong, but not so kind all the time. I wish Sweden 🇸🇪 will be a strong country again. It’s in my prayers. Stand with me in prayers for Sweden.
Take care now my sweet followers. I love you. Peace ✌️.
20-10:02 20:28 PM (CEST). So positive statistics for my blog. Welcome Sweden 🇸🇪, Finland 🇫🇮, Norway 🇳🇴, Switzerland 🇨🇭, Portugal 🇵🇹, Romania 🇷🇴, Russia 🇷🇺, USA 🇺🇸, Canada 🇨🇦, China 🇨🇳, Australia 🇦🇺, Philippines 🇵🇭 , India 🇮🇳 and South Africa 🇿🇦.
Thank you for visiting the blog and becoming a follower. Peace ✌️.
20-10-02 13:51 PM (CEST). Being naive can be a real handicap. I have been like that all my life. Lost money. Got tricked. It’s not so fun. We need to pray to God about protection against that kind of evil if we are like that. He can open our eyes.
20-09-29 19:10 PM (CEST). Life can look really dark. Maybe you have lost a loved one. Maybe you are sick or injured. Maybe you have other trouble or are stuck in time of loneliness. You are not alone. You are never alone even when it feels so.
I have written a new lyrics about a girl who feels hopelessness. Something shows her that there is light in the horizon. I have sent it to my friend today and waiting for response if he wants to do something with it. I hope so. I really like what he does to my lyrics. Be sure to check out our other songs here under Media Files. And always remember. There’s light in the horizon.
Take care now my followers. I love you. God loves you. Peace ✌️ .
20-09-26 15:44 PM (CEST). Today I want to pray for our finances. I pray for freedom in economics and no more indebtedness. I pray that you my followers and I will live in economic overflow. I pray for wise decisions in financial issues and ability to be able to save money and give to less unfortunates with love. I pray for rich and happy days to come. Never give up your dreams. In Jesus name. Amen.
20-09-18 13:00 AM (CEST). I have been reflecting over fear. The feeling can really eat you up. I have felt so much fear in periods of my life. I did today too and I have reasons for it. It’s not a healthy feeling though. Fear limits. God doesn’t want us to be afraid. He wants us to feel safe. To rely on him and to rest in that he is in control.
I’m suffering from ptsd (post traumatic stressyndrom). Nightmares haunt me. Nightmares where I feel helpless. The feelings come back to me that made me develop the ptsd at the first time.
I don’t mind dreams. I love some of my dreams. I’m often inspired by my dreams when I’m writing. I dream in colors. Bright colors. I pray God will heal me from the ptsd though. I pray he will help in the situation. There is power in prayer. There is hope.
I am approaching the sacred. I carefully reach out a hand. I am greeted by a warm embrace.
Text from my former Stella Amira blog. Still accurate.
20-09-17 11:43 AM (CEST). Here is a new song where I have written the lyrics and my friend Paera put the beautiful tones to it. I hope you will like it. Be sure to check out our other songs to under Media Files here on the web.
20-09-13 18:10 AM (CEST). I wanna pray fires in California today. I pray for the people who live there and are affected by the fires. I pray for all the firemen and women who works for getting it under control. I pray that the damages will be restored. I pray for the people in charge.
I also pray you all my followers. That you will have peace in your minds, health and good relations. I pray for your families and relatives. In Jesus name. Amen.
20-09-10 09:26 AM (CEST). I am so proud of this new song. I have written the lyrics and my friend Paera ”Cowboy Dreamer” gave the beautiful tones to it. It’s a lyrics about making the most of our times in a world that often can make us feel lonely. Hope you will like it! 🎶.
20-09-06 10:55 AM (CEST). Today I want to pray for you who are in any kind of addiction. It can be alcohol, drugs, gambling or something else. Getting out of an addiction can be hard and there is strong forces that want to keep you doing this. People who are near you get affected too.
Please dear Jesus. You hear the voice of my followers who are stuck in addiction. Please, help them. There are a way out and you are the way. I pray for a soon victory in every way and freedom. I pray for the root of this addiction, there is almost always a reason for the addiction and I pray for healing in this area. I also pray for family members, relatives and friends. In Jesus name. Amen.
20-09-02 07:54 AM (CEST). Sometimes you just write quick and produce quick. I wrote this song lyrics Sunday-Monday and my friend Cowboy Dreamer already made a song out of it. I hope you like it.
The lyrics just came to me this time. I wasn’t thinking that much. Sometimes when you write it’s like you make everything so complicated. It’s like with one of my novels that I am writing on now. The story is complex and I don’t really know how to get forward. Maybe I’ll figure it out soon. I hope so.
Well, listen to “Let The Light” now and please let me me know what you think. Don’t forget to listen to the other songs too; “Lyckokastanj”, ”A Touch of Heaven” and ”Vit och Svart Vinge”. You find them under Media Files here on the web.
20-08-30 11:13 AM (CEST). Today I want to pray for the people involved in organized crime in Sweden. I pray especially for the three major cities of Sweden; Stockholm, Gothenburg and Malmö. I pray for young people that get involved. I pray for way outs of this destructive living and that there will be new days coming up. I pray that drugs and violence shall not be apart of our society. I pray that weapons shall not get in their hands. I pray for families that are worried about their sons and daughters and their living. That there will be an opportunity to move if that’s the option. I also pray for the police that are working with this issues and the politicians that have the possibility to change things. In Jesus name. Amen.
20-08-24 20:15 PM (CEST).I’ve been writing an uptempo song lyrics a while ago about regretting things in life and wanting to do better. It’s a dance song with rap in it. I need someone to cooperate with for the music production, song and the rap. Maybe it’s you? Please, let me hear from you: AnniNaomi.Business@gmail.com
20-08-23 11:52 AM (CEST). I am doing a short prayer here on the blog every Sunday (started last week). Today I want to pray for you my followers. I pray that you are healthy and happy. I pray for your families and relatives. I pray for your economics and income. I pray that you grow in your faith and that you never loose hope. I pray that you stand strong on earth whatever situation you are in. I pray for your self confidence to grow stronger and that you and your close ones will have the life you dream about. I pray in Jesus name. Amen.
20-08-17 14:12 PM (CEST). Do you believe in supernatural beings? I think they are right here with us. Today’s society may make us no longer see them, but I still believe they exist. My latest lyrics are about two angels who voluntarily left heaven to seek the excitement of the earth. Maybe they really exist 😉. The idea for the song came to me this summer. I sometimes sit and fly away in my fantasies and this was such a moment. Hope you listen to it. It’s called VIT OCH SVART VINGE and is in Swedish. It can be found under Media Files here on the web and the text under Lyrics. Let me know if you need help with translation.
Maybe you are one that has seen and angel or another supernatural being? Please, let me know. I’m so curious.
20-08-16 21:48 PM (CEST). I am so proud of this new song. I have written the somewhat different lyrics and my friend Cowboy Dreamer gave the beautiful tones to it. It’s a lyrics about a couple of different kind of angels. Hope you will like it!
20-08-16 09:35 AM (CEST). I will do a short prayer here on the blog every Sunday from now on. Today I want to pray for the world and Corona. I pray in Jesus name that the disease will slow down and disappear. I pray especially for all that are worried about themselves and their family and friends. I pray for the ones who has lost someone and the ones that are sick now. I pray for the leaders and authorities that are in charge. I pray for a world that soon will go back to what it used to be and that this will change people into better persons. I pray for a world with people that are filled with love and compassion for each other. I pray for world peace. In Jesus name. Amen.
20-08-15 18:46 PM (CEST). The world has become so hard I think. Comments on social media, online hatred of celebrities and the common man are everyday food. I thought maybe Corona would bring people closer together. I do not notice it so much.
I wish people could show each other more love, respect and compassion. Where else should this world go?
I will start writing a prayer every Sunday here on the blog, starting tomorrow. It’s a small act, but I hope it will do something for you as a follower.
I wish you get the love and joy in life that you deserve. I wish you get everything you want and that you take advantage of it in the best way.
20-08-11 17:52 PM (CEST). I am working with my friend Cowboy Dreamer on our new song. He has put tones to my lyrics and it’s so good. This song I’m gonna be really proud of when it’s finished. It’s a little different lyrics this time. I hope you gonna like it.
I am also writing on one of my novels. I am on chapter nine, and it will be around 25-30 chapters. This is a fiction, apocalyptic story. It’s the forth book in a series that I will write, but with new characters. I have written about 1,5 of the first once.
It’s really hot in Sweden at the moment. Summer is definitely not over yet. Enjoying it ☀️.
20-08-03 08:47 AM (CEST). How can you feel love in a world that is under so much pressure. How can you feel love when people are hurt. That’s actually how you feel love. You feel love for those who are hurt. For those who suffer.
I love my family, relatives and friends. I also feel love for people that are struggling with themselves and their situations. There is so much struggle in people. We try to stay brave, but it’s not always that easy. People brake into pieces every day. There are so much trauma and tragic story’s that are untold. There is pain.
I am thinking right now about what I can do for someone who’s in need. It doesn’t always have to include money. Maybe God will show me a way to to do something good in someone’s life. I lay it God’s hand for now. I pray for a revelation.
20-08-01 17:12 PM (CEST). I’m writing on my children / youth book again. It’s a fantasy story, and I’m almost at the end. I will send it to some publishers after finished. It’s hard to get anything published. The competition is hard, but the least you can do is try.
Other than that I’m still unpacking. I have emptied 32 boxes already. Puh, that’s a lot of job. And it’s warm today. I shouldn’t complain though. It’s nice we still have summer and my paradise (my home) is getting more and more like I want it.
I am drinking a cup of tea ☕️ now. Relaxing for a while. Thinking about the end of my children / youth book. It must be a twist somehow. I think I know how 🙂.
20-07-31 10:37 AM (CEST). I’m working on the details of my new apartment now. It’s so much fun to see paradise grow. Today I will walk to a second hand shop and see if I can find curtain mounts. I will also need to buy new shelves, among other things. I do not stress anything. It may take its time. I found my bibles in a box now. They should be allowed to lie on my living room table. I do not want them standing on a bookshelf. They are important to me.
The sun is shining in my new place today. Yesterday it was a bit autumn 🍂 in the air. I like all seasons. They all have their charm. The future is ahead of us. May it be good and peaceful with joy and happiness for all of us.
20-07-27 21:41 PM (CEST). Welcome Sweden, Finland, Rumania, USA, Canada, Russia, China, Australia, South Africa and India!!
I am so happy to have you here on my blog. I wish I knew who you are …
July has good statistics so far. I feel happiness tonight. Good statistics, moving tomorrow and Hammarby took victory against Örebro 3-0. 🇳🇬🇳🇬🇳🇬. Don’t forget to join my Facebook group Hammarby Galaxy 💚🎶💚. The more we are the better group.
20-07-27 17:12 PM (CEST). We were on a walk to the store on one occasion earlier this summer. I wore my high heels. With wedge heels (not like the ones in the picture). We took an extra turn. We ended up walking around a whole lake. I understand that we walked about 10 km. It is not extremely long, but with high heels and quite difficult terrain it took a few hours. We rested for a while in a hill with lilies. It was peaceful.
It’s fun with challenges. Sometimes I have made planned ones, such as ”A Swedish Classic” (but that is many years ago now) and “Tjurruset”. That one was awesome. You literally had to swim in mud. I had not wanted to do it in high heels. Then I would have had to throw those shoes afterwards as well.
I like high heel shoes. It’s nice and the legs look longer. It is not always very practical, but obviously it is possible to walk in terrain with them 😉. I’m a bit of a collector when it comes to shoes, clothes, bags and assessors. It’s fun, but unfortunately it will not always be easy to fit everything in an appartment. I will have to sort out a few things now when moving. I always pass on to second hand or sell. Throwing does not feel good when there are people who have nothing at all.
Tomorrow when I will move and carry boxes, there will be sneakers 👟 on though 🙂. I am very much looking forward to it 🙂.
20-07-27 08:28 AM (CEST). I bought this mask the other day. It’s not like I will walk around with it, but I thought it was kind of cool. I am not scared of Corona, but I respect people that are. Just total respect. I sincerely hope we get this pandemic out of our world soon. It will probably take some more time.
On the 28th of December I had a dream that the world was infected with something. It was a bad and depressing dream. I never thought it would come true like it did. That is really bad. I have another dream for this 21st of December It’s really bad too. Hopefully it’s just a bad dream. I sincerely hope.
We shouldn’t worry though. That’s in the Bible. We shouldn’t worry. Easier said then done sometimes, but we all need to do it. We need to make the best of every day.
I pray peace for December. I pray peace for our world. Peace.
20-07-26 18:34 PM (CEST). I I see puppies and dogs everywhere now. My heart melts. I talk to them all. And their proud owners too. I just fall in love. I love animals. Just love them. Look at this black German Shepard for example … She is so beautiful and was very friendly … I love black dogs ❤️🖤. I wish I could have one in the future …
I am packing today, because I am soon moving. I got a new appartment. That feels so good. I am gonna decorate it and make it to a paradise. Home is paradise. I am going to repaint a few furniture too. I love this things, when old things come in a different way. My home will go mostly in white, grey, black and green. That’s what I think right now anyway. Green is a warm, soothing color. And a Hammarby color too of course 🇳🇬💚🇳🇬. The game this Thursday didn’t go as we hoped, but the love for our team is still strong and there is new hope for Monday.
I will show you some photos of my new home later on.
I colored and cut my hair yesterday. What do you think? I wanted to go to a hairdresser, but to be honest I’m scared of them. They cut so much of my hair and I am super scared to get short hair again. I am trying to save it to be really long. Actually I am thinking about doing hair extensions too. I am happy with my hair cut now anyway. I feel like ten years younger 🙂.
Peace for now my followers. Peace to all of you✌️.
Frihet. (Frihet = Freedom). This rap that just yesterday got released is so good. You find it on Spotify and YouTube https://youtu.be/qiTtUlHwGgg
Xersize is the coolest rapper and we follow each other on Instagram since some time. I got in contact with him about a year ago through a music site. I so wanted him to rap in one of my own songs, but he only raps his own lyrics.
Xersize is from Sweden and has done rap since 2010. I think his lyrics has a clear message and his rap has a good flow. He used to rap in only English, but now also Swedish. I believe the rap from Xersize works internationally as well as in Sweden. Don’t miss out!
Freedom is a word that has big purpose for me. Freedom is not always obvious for us all. What does the word mean to you my followers? Write me an e-mail.
I wish you feel freedom in your life. I sincerely hope that.
20-07-25 13:44 PM (CEST). My friend Cowboy Dreamer just made me a song. How good that feel. I can’t remember that someone wrote me a song before. I met my friend this spring through Internet, a music site. We became good friends immediately. I am thankful. I have a song now. That was written just for us. Thank you Cowboy Dreamer. Thank you 💖🌸.
20-07-24 08:34 AM (CEST). I just want to pay tribute to the Swedish police today. They do a fantastic job. Operation Rimfrost, NOA and SÄPO and all other departments. Thank you for what you do. God bless you. Love from AnniNaomi – BlueBirdThe3rd.
I believe in a strong community between our three largest cities in Sweden: Stockholm, Gothenburg and Malmö. Peace will come. Crime must be transformed into love. Sweden must become a zone of community instead of crime, organized crime and terrorism. Let’s pray for that.
Today I will go on a trip. What will you do?
Peace to you my followers. Peace ✌️.
PS: I just made up this lyrics now. The real song is My Favorite Things with Julia Andrews. Written by Oscar Hammerstein / Richard Rodgers
20-07-23 13:34 PM (CEST). I have been power walking / walking for 45 + 60 minutes today and then also had a couple of great hours at the beach. The sun is shining in beautiful Sweden today 🇸🇪. I didn’t want to miss the opportunity to feel summer on my body and soul. Summer is now. Life is now. I love the beach. It’s relaxation to hear the waves and feel the wind in your hair, I think. Ducks 🦆 made us company. They just came and were so friendly and peaceful. A special occasion.
Tonight it’s soccer time. Malmö – Hammarby 🇳🇬💚🇳🇬. Let’s win!! ⚽️🏆. Forza Bajen. I feel the winner spirit is in the air … I feel Hammarby power.
Oh, and don’t forget to listen to Lyckokastanj and A Touch of Heaven under Media Files. I hope you will like them. 🎶. They both mean a lot to me. I have written the lyrics and my friend Cowboy Dreamer put the tones and singing to them. We have got some really nice responses. Thank you all for that ❤️. I love you …
Peace to you now my followers. Have a wonderful day and eavning. Peace ✌️.
20-07-21 19:29 (CEST). A new song 🎶 with Cowboy Dreamer where I have written the lyrics is now here and under Media files on my web. Be sure to check it out!! There is also the entire lyrics to read. Hope you will like the song. It’s based on one of my poems. Cowboy Dreamer put the beautiful tones to it.
I got to know Cowboy Dreamer through the music. He has become a good friend of mine. He writes very good lyrics and music himself too and I hope for continued collaboration.
20-07-21 17:52 PM (CEST). I am in celibacy. What’s that for a headline … I guess you get a little curious now … I just think I need to be extra close to God. I have been married before and had a few boyfriends. I have someone that I care about now. I have friends too. People and family are important. It’s important to stay strong for yourself and your close ones. To stay strong even when there is fire around you. I am in that kind of period of my life right now. There’s fire around. I need to stay focused on what’s really important.
I have started watching a serie called Warrior Nun at Netflix. She is nothing like me from what I see right now. I am another kind of Warrior Nun. I believe there’s a war between good and evil going on in this world – as I call hell. There is so much suffering going on everywhere. Children are starving and there is war and COVID-19. I think we are in the last time. I believe Jesus will come back. Humans will be rescued. That’s what I believe. We all have right to our beliefs.
I have decided celibacy is my way to go for now. My decision. We live in time of trials. I want to stay focused. To keep the fire around me calm. I pray everyday with the cross sign. I am not catholic, but it feels good to do it. I am trying to stop myself from cursing too. Just trying. In the end it’s not our acts that matter though, I believe. It’s where we have our hearts. I have so much love in my heart. I love a lot. It’s easy to love. I love you too, dear. I wish you all the best. I wish you also can feel love here in hell.
20-07-20 09:27 AM (CEST). My friend who is like family to me has promised to teach me the basics of martial art and self-defense in the late summer and autumn. I am going to be his commando soldier / ninja … 😅. No, but what fun and educational it will be 🙂. I am excited on starting training now … I have made a diet and exercise plan and the plan is to be spiritual also of course … I went to church ✝️ yesterday. First time in a long time …
Yihey, fun with new goals!! I’m listening to some good music to keep myself in the mood … Bonnie Tyler – Holding Out For A Hero 🎶. How good isn’t that one.
At the same time, everyday life sometimes hurts. Hearts break 💔 and lie on the slaughter bench. Exercise helps for both the crushed hearts, body, the mental with the soul and the spirit.
Today I will do an hour of powerwalk and tonight I will watch the game when Hammarby meets Gothenburg. Go Hammarby! 🇳🇬💚🇳🇬. Good results give adrenaline. Protecting body, soul and spirit produces feel-good hormones.
I hope you my followers also take care of yourself and your body and mind. Life is here and now. Peace to you all. Peace ✌️.
20-07-19 13:36 PM (CEST). Today I went to church. It was a beautiful ceremony and I took the communion. I was thinking a lot from the 1 Corinthians 9 when they read from it.
Here are the Bible verses:
”Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last, but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore I do not run like someone running aimlessly; I do not fight like a boxer beating the air. No, I strike a blow to my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.” (1 Cor. 9:24-27).
I feel strong when I read this words. I wanna run for victory with my music 🎶 and books 📚. There may be obstacles and other bad things coming in between. Maybe even evil … But I will kick-box the Devil’s ass in that case. He can go to hell. I walk with Jesus. That’s what I want to do. I will walk and run with peace in my mind ✌️.
The priest ended the service with some words from Latin; “Ite, missa est” = Let us go. I say it to you too my followers. Believe in yourselves and what you are doing. You are awesome what ever others say or think. Ite, missa est … Let us go.
20-07-19 10:46 AM (CEST). I am writing on a new lyrics. My friend “D” who is Iike a brother to me (family forever) will maybe make the music for it. He is a genius when it comes to create music in the computer. I am always amazed of his work.
He wrote this earlier when I sent him the lyrics for the song (translated from Swedish):
“I think that when your self-confidence reaches maximum you will have a unique rather rare voice that will go into ecstasy with the song. Your lyrics was quite dark and I feel that a feelgood beat on a Mellow level would balance it …”.
I am so excited about this project. I am in a few other projects too right now. It’s fun to be creative. With creativity comes happiness.
I am also practicing some languages right now. Just for fun. Like Finnish 🇫🇮, German 🇩🇪 and even a little Russian 🇷🇺 … It’s exciting with languages. Here are some Finnish 🇫🇮 – very important words 😉😉 – about my Finnish background:
Olen vahva nainen. Puoli suomalaista. Suomi on vahva. Meillä on veitset ja suomalainen sisältö.😉😉.
Take care my Finnish followers 🇫🇮🇫🇮. And the rest of you too of course. Peace✌️.
20-07-18 16:36 PM (CEST). I met my special man yesterday. I got this beautiful Egyptian cat and the Carneval mask from him. Alex is a great mini sculpture artist. Inspired by the Egyptian culture and also the Aztec. You see some of his artwork in this picture. I am astonished with his creations. He is in my heart too. Я люблю тебя, любимая, хорошо.
Today I am a little tired. A day of rest and then actually maybe go to a church tomorrow. I need time in church I feel. Right now I sit and relax on a bench in a park. I feel peace. Peace is a good feeling. Peace to you my followers. Peace ✌️.
20-07-16 14:05 PM (CEST). Today I bought some new earrings. I went shopping. Just after that I got some really sad news from someone I care about a lot. Oh, God. Life can be so difficult and sad. I hope and pray for the best solution for him. It breaks my heart to hear him miserable … I am in sorrow myself too. Life can really be pain. I pray for family, relatives and friends. Please, God. Come with mercy. I can only pray. There is hope. We must believe in hope. Even in a cruel world … Even when hope seems broken … 🥀⚓️.
PS: I took this picture before I got the sad news.
20-07-16 08:43 AM (CEST). … And in God’s hand… No. I’m not really serious about this first headline, but look at the statistics for this half of July! The beginning of my blog … I already have visitors from many countries and nations. Wow, thank you all 💖. This feels so good and I am happy I started blogging and vlogging now again!! I don’t know who you are, but please be followers 💖🙏.
20-07-14 15:35 PM (CEST). I got a couple of beautiful gifts the other day. Look at this mask on the picture below. It is handmade by my great sculpture artist connection Alexander. It was hard to make a good photo of it. It is just an amazing art work.
The mask is Loke (Loki). He brings happiness and crazy luck in this pagan mask. In this case, according to Alexander, brings fortune in my hands.
The first Vikings abandoned their faith in Asa gods to Christianity around the beginning of the 10th century, I think. Loke (Loki) is one of the Asa gods in Northern mythology, even though he was the son of a giant. In the older Poetic Edda, Loke appears in several of the poems and is a central figure in some of them (Wikipedia).
20-07-14 09:10 AM (CEST). A new song 🎶 with Cowboy Dreamer where I have written the lyrics is now here and under Media Files on my web. Be sure to check it out!! There is also text about the background for the lyrics, dedication and the entire lyrics to read. Hope you will like the song. The lyrics are based from a sad time in my life when I was living with violence. Time heals wounds. The future is ahead of us … 🌱.
I got to know Cowboy Dreamer through the music. He has become a good friend of mine. He writes very good lyrics and music himself too and I hope for continued collaboration. We have at least two more songs in progress.
20-07-12 18:32 PM (CEST). What a wonderful day I had 😻❤️. I went to see a for me very special person today. We had a great time. I had my leg warmers on of course and my Hammarby inspired nails 💚. My “school teacher glasses” were on too!! … 😅. I need to buy new lenses … Coffee on the balcony was part of the day … ☕️. I got some really amazing gifts too. He is a great artist this guy. I will show them to you later on … When we waved “Good bye” to each other, it suddenly started to rain and hail like crazy!! What a shock!! 😅😅.
I started a new Facebook group yesterday. Hammarby Galaxy 💚🎶💚. Be sure to join!!
20-07-11 17:03 PM (CEST). Today I was secondhand shopping. I was looking for a charger for my other cellphone. It is always good to have an extra phone in case of emergancy. I got this phone as a gift 💝. Thank you “J” 🙂. Well, anyway. I couldn’t find the charger at the store, but the cashier was very helpful. He said he would have it in the store next week and that I would get it for free. How kind of him. I will definitely go and pick it up next week. What in life are for free these days?
My leg warmers were on today, of course. The 80s may be on me for that very reason. I wear them almost all the time now. Maybe I’m creating a new trend 🙂. Leg warmers are damn cool in my opinion. The heat is in absence here in Sweden right now anyway.
I also fixed my nails today. I don’t do my nails very often anymore, unfortunately. My economics are limited … Anyway. I did the nails in Hammarby inspiration. Green nails are cool according to me. I’ll maybe show them to you later on …
Let’s see if you will start with leg warmers and Hammarby nails too now 🙂. Just remember, I blogged about it first 🙂✌️.
Have a nice rest of the weekend now my followers. Peace to all of you ✌️.
20-07-11 07:07 AM (CEST). Someone supported me late yesterday eavning. Thank you ”A”. We talked on the phone, because I had trouble going to sleep. I still have sorrow in my heart. He is a great support and I am thankful he is in my life. I don’t forget things like this. People who are this kind are valuable. I value kindness.
I fell asleep after we had the talk. I normally don’t have a problem going to sleep and I also normally sleep very well during the night. I did now too. Seven hours. That is totally what I need.
I know people that really have big problems with their sleep. They can be affected that there is a full moon for example. I don’t. I am just “in love with the moon.” 😅. I am very fascinated with the moon, stars and planets. Once I saw a blood moon. I set the alarm to see it early that morning. It was awesome.
On the 21st of December this year it will be a Great Conjunction of the planets Jupiter and Saturn. I had a dream about this in 2015. I wrote about it in a diary and found the notes now earlier this spring. It was a scary dream about one part of the world. A sort of a nightmare actually, but I wasn’t terrified in the dream. I hope it won’t come true. Do you believe in true dreams? I sometimes do. Hopefully this was just a dream …
Take care my followers. Peace to the world. Peace✌️.
20-07-10 07:31 AM (CEST). I started my social media again recently after a period of absence. It was a feeling of freedom for me to be able to get in touch with old friends again. However, I will only have old friends on social media. Unfortunately not followers. I have my reasons. Hope you can somehow understand … You can always send me an e-mail. My e-mail address you will find under Contact.
It’s morning and I’m drinking a cup of coffee. It’s raining I think. This will be a great day I hope.
Peace my followers. Peace ✌️.
PS. Doesn’t it look a little like I have a snake in this cup of coffee 😅. With a heart as it’s head … I am just wondering … 🙂.
20-07-09 21:36 PM (CEST). I have written a song in Swedish that is based on one of my earlier poems. It’s from a sad part of my life that I still need healing from. A friend made the instrumental sound and also the singing. I am very thankful because he put the feelings into tones. It will soon be published here on my web.
This song is dedicated to men and women who live in relationships with abuse and stalking. And if there are children involved who are affected too of course. That is the most important. Abuse can affect both men, women and children. It’s common to feel guilt. Being exposed to abuse are in some cases associated with feelings of shame. We all need to be a part of changing that.
I wrote this song in the spring of 2020. The poem I wrote in the summer of 2016. I used to be in a relationship where I was periodically subjected to violence. Physically, psychologically and latently. I have felt a lot of fear since then. It has affected me a lot. My mercy is that I have no feelings for him anymore. It’s always harder if you do I guess. Don’t go back. You are worth a life of peace. Peace.
Sometimes there is an explanation for the abuse. Tragic and trauma has sometimes been a part of the abusers life too. It’s not an excuse. Not even a reason. It’s just sad. We need authorities in Sweden to help to handle all this things. All of the things based on the current situation.
It’s not always easy to forgive and healing sometimes takes time. We all do wrong. We are humans. I am not perfect either. Who is perfect? With forgiveness comes freedom. I believe that. There is always a new beginning for someone. Stalking, harassment, threatening and violence is never okey though. Never.
20-07-09 09:26 AM (CEST). It’s a beautiful day in Sweden today. The sun is shining and I went for a 40 minute walk. Then I had to go home and drink water.
I got a little crazy yesterday. Catching up with a friend by phone can be nice and give feelings of joy and happiness. I felt like singing and dancing. It’s almost a feeling like I had a glass of wine in my body yesterday, but I didn’t. I just felt happy for a while. Even if I am in sorrow I still get good feelings.
About wine and alcohol. I think I am better off without. I used to be a member of the Salvation Army some years ago. I drank no alcohol at all then for several years. In one years time now I have drank wine at two times. Before that it was more often. I like the taste, but since I am drinking so seldom it’s easier to get a little tipsy from just a glass. I don’t want to get to that. I feel better when I am totally in self-control. There are alcohol free options that I would prefer. There is always also a chance that someone that really have a problem with alcohol get triggered. Maybe that’s you? Sorry, in that case that I mentioned it. Stay clean. Life has so much to offer without any kind of drugs. My “drugs” for now are cigarettes. I will try to quit later when I have my life more organized. I have moved recently … For now I don’t mind a cigarette once in a while. It’s true though. I would do better off without them. Much better.
I have written a song about wine and what it can do to you. It’s lyrics with tones and would fit perfect for a troubadour kind of person. Maybe you will hear it later if I find someone to cooperate with it.
20-07-08 08:43 AM (CEST). Good statistics on my web already. Welcome Sweden, USA, Finland and Russia!! 😀. I don’t know who you are, but it’s so nice to have you as visitors. Please, be also followers. Take care all of you. May the day be even better than you wish for. Peace ✌️.
20-07-07 21:30 PM (CEST). I read about the big cat animals recently. They are called “Panthera” and consist of tigers, lions, leopards and jaguars. The panther is a leopard or a jaguar with black fur. I am fascinated by these beautiful, majestic animals and I was inspired to write a few lines …
Kings and The King
The sun slowly descends into the horizon. Black silhouettes against its dark red color reveal the powerful emperors of the night. Feeling of tension is in the air. A bird warns with its terrifying sound.
The sun slowly descends into the horizon. Sorrow in a vulnerable heart characterizes a miserable soul of the night. Feeling of invisibility is in the air. The Dove comforts with its soothing sound.
“The panthera is not your enemy”, is the the loving message. “You are safe. You are not alone. You are seen. You are meant to be a panthera yourself.”.
I’m a leopard at day. A panther at night. Invisible and visible at the same time. At my side walkes The Lion.
20-07-07 19:02 PM (CEST). I’ve started publishing some example videos under Media Files. I have, among other things, a song that is finished that I have a collaboration with a friend where only the video is to be made. There’s also some metal songs coming up later on … Stay tuned for more …
20-07-07 14:15 PM (CEST). Wow, I am stuffed. We ate lunch at a Greek restaurant today. I ate souvlaki with beef and French fries. And a lot of tzatziki and hummus and vegetables of course. Delicious, but I will definitely need a walk later on. Sweden is beautiful. The sun is shining. Today I got some good news again. Even if I have sorrow in my heart I find bright moments.
I met a puppy the other day. I just fell in love. I miss my dog a lot. I used to have a dobermann. My God I miss him …💔. The missing … A great watchdog and family member. He loved me and followed me every step I took … I have two beautiful cats now. They are adorable. Doris and Diva. Sisters ❤️.
I got a drawing from someone the other day. A drawing of cats. One of them look exactly like mine. I got so happy. Things in life that come from the heart is something that I really appreciate and value. Good people. There are good people. Animals and good people are things that I value in life.
20-07-06 18:07 PM (CEST). Today I feel I must share with you the word freedom. I feel I am one step more towards freedom. I have felt like I have been in prison for some time. True prison. Arrest me! Arrest me! 😅. Maybe I will write more about it later. We’ll see. Good things came out of it though. You meet with new good people. Well, a ”Segerrapport” as we say in Swedish. Part of the victory for me anyway.
So I sang a little for you (with a filter video). Sorry, it sounds like it does 😅. I was a little nervous 😅. I’m actually working on my singing voice. It’s fun to sing 🎶 . It was “Sång till friheten” with Björn Afzelius. A Spanish singer from the beginning, I think. A friend sang it to me the other day and I just felt: Freedom. Here we come. I sing it with a Swedish “e” instead of “är” because I am a born söderböna. Now we’re talking Hammarby – Swedish soccer/ fotboll again 😅💚.
Bless you brothers, sisters and friends.
Friheten är ditt vackra namn.
Vänskapen är din stolta moder.
Rättvisan är din broder.
Freden är din syster.
Kampen är din fader.
Framtiden är ansvar.
Songwriter: Bjorn Svante Afzelius / Dominguez S Rodriguez
20-07-05 21:33 PM (CEST). Tomorrow is a big day for me. “Say a little prayer for me”. When I pray, I also pray for my family and my friends’ family and also our relatives. We are important. We are all God’s children. I think this is hell. Here on earth. I think we all have a place waiting for one day that is heaven and the new world. That’s what I think. My belief. I know everyone doesn’t agree. I don’t care. I got a right to have my belief. My faith. Now our task is to make “life in hell” as good as possible. I know that is not always easy. Hell is hell. I hope you in someway can find peace in your heart, body and soul. Let every day count as they said in the movie about Titanic (something like that). Let it count. Or as Swedish Lina Sandell wrote in Swedish: “Blott en dag, ett ögonblick i sänder…”.
This is a picture from my latest blog Stella Amira. I have had three different blog names. DJ AnniBaby, Celsius300 and Stella Amira. When I was Stella Amira I was completely anonymous. I will tell you more about my former blogs later on. Tomorrow I will hopefully keep on building on my website.
I have a little feeling of happiness in hell today. I have hope for the future.
20-07-05 14:45 PM (CEST). I was just now watching a Swedish teve show with an interview with a famous Swedish hockey player. I didn’t really pay attention to what they were talking about, but it was something about mood and to be able to feel anger in some situations. Sometimes you feel guilt afterwards they said. It’s true this I think. There are things in the society and other things that make me angry too. It’s just important to watch your tongue I think, so you don’t hurt someone else. It can be an act of balancing. You are allowed to feel things. Feelings are part of our lives. Even anger. It’s just important to be careful how you are in front of others I think. Especially children.
About hockey. I have been to a NHL game once in my life. San José Sharks towards L.A. Kings. Sharks won. Yiehey!! Go Sharks, Go Sharks!! 🙂. I am not an expert in hockey and sports, but that was just so totally amazing to experience. What a show!
During the Roman Empire when Emperor Augustus reigned they talked about Panem et circenses (bröd och skådespel in Swedish) to the people. That was exactly the feeling I had at that hockey game – with the difference that instead of gladiators there were hockey players. Sharks are examples of my gladiators / heroes. Which ones are yours?
It’s almost a feeling of early autumn in Sweden today I think. It’s raining. That is actually good. It’s dry outside. We need rain. Not so fun maybe though for everyone that has vacation and long for the sun. Anyway. I want to go to a hockey game next season. I hope to find an exciting game. According to me all seasons also has its beauty. We must remember that summer is beautiful even when it rains. That’s what I think. Peace to you my followers. Peace. ✌️.
20-07-05 11:28 AM (CEST). I’ve been on a walk for forty-five minutes today. Fast walk mixed with slower walk. I also jogged a few steps. Relaxation. I want to start training now. It might be in a gym in combo with something else as well as walking and powerwalk / jogging. I have a strength inboard that starts to bloom. I feel stronger and stronger 🙂.
I picked some flowers the other day. White. The ones in the picture. My nails are not fixed for long though. I like this kind of things. That’s a bit of me. It makes me happy to care about my appearance, but of course it is the inside that counts. Always. We are all different. We are all beautiful in our own way. We are unique.
I love flowers. White roses and other white flowers are a favorite. Then also the red aster. It has come to me in a vision recently. It’s symbolism. I will write about it in an upcoming book, I think. The third one in a trilogy.
20-07-05 09:20 AM (CEST). Today I take it slow. Sunday for me is a day for rest. I woke up at eight in the morning. My brain is a little tired. I suffer from a little Brain Fatigue. Hope you are okay or very well my followers. There is always hope and I stick to the anchor of hope. I see glimpses of light as I look out over this day. I see headlights when I look out over the future. Peace my friend. Peace ✌️.
20-07-04 13:16 PM (CEST). Today it is soccer on TV (fotboll in Swedish). Hammarby meets Alingsås at 3 PM (CEST). I hope it won’t rain on the players. Maybe just a little rain when we get the victory. Refreshing rain in a perfect temperature for a day with fotboll. I was born Söderböna and my interest in soccer has grown above all, especially this summer. I have dreams of going on a really powerful derby in Stockholm. Hammarby meets AIK or Djurgården. I have some creative ideas too. With creativity comes happiness. More information to come. Stay tuned.
20-07-04 09:19 AM (CEST) F-ck. Excuse my language, but when I am writing this I am a bit frustrated 😅. The technic on my blog is messing with me and I think I need to rebuilt my blog. I feel like blowing up my phone up into pieces now 😅😅. No, just kidding. But I gave my phone the finger in the heat of the moment. With a laugh. I would never do it in front of children. I am just too fast on the keys sometimes and a little impatient sometimes. It’s boring to start all over again. The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control (Gal. 5). My issues to work on is sometimes patience and it used to be self-control too. We all have issues to work on. We are not perfect. It is good to be aware of your weaknesses. Then you can work on them.
20-07-04 10:23 AM (CEST). I fixed it my self now. “Skam den som ger sig” as we say in Swedish. I thought I needed to ask a friend. I didn’t need to start all over. Let’s see if the technic cooperate better with me from now on. I will start promoting my blog on Monday, so there is still time to organize things 🙂. It would be nice to relax with a cup of coffee in awhile. I love a cup of coffee once in a while.
PS. I have better language in front of children of course.
20-07-04 07:54 AM (CEST). Happy 4th of July. America = My Fristad (Swedish). I love America. America is in my heart. I hope you all Americans have a wonderful and loving 4th of July. I lived one year in the US back in the 1995 working as an AuPair. In Connecticut, an hour from New York. I love N.Y. I have been visiting US several times since then. Sad to say but I feel coldness in my chest when I am writing this. Maybe some of you followers don’t like that I love America. Please. I am allowed my own opinions and feelings. No one can ever stop me from loving and I don’t force anyone to follow my blog. I love Sweden too. It’s nothing wrong with that. Sweden is beautiful with its nature and coast. We have a beautiful flag. It’s a cross. The colors are the sun and sky for me. Sun and sky. Today the sun is covered with clouds where I am. I hope light is not covered by clouds in your mind and heart. Peace to you all. Peace. Take care.
20-07-03 21:18 PM (CEST). Got a special gift today. I will show it to you later on. I also sang and danced a little on the balcony with a new friend. Trying to stay in a good mood is not always hard when you have good people around and good people to keep in contact with. It’s a calm eavning tonight. Peaceful.
20-07-03 14:45 PM (CEST). It’s great to be back on blogging. Finally. I have missed it a lot. I have missed my followers. I have missed you. This is the beginning of something good. Hopefully both for me and you.
I took a road trip the other day. I have sorrow in my soul. Sorrow in my heart. Music distracts. Music make me hopeful. Music make me smile. Even laugh. Even in the worst situations. I push away feelings sometimes. When it hurts to much. We must always remember that there can live fragility in persons. Not just me. In all of us. Treat each other with respect and kindness. We don’t always know other people’s burden. We can only hope for better times. Peace to all of you my readers. Peace.
PS. It’s possible I will soon release a song that is finished here. Stay tuned.